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AMALGAMATION.

by Crigence

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1.
Pleasantries 00:52
We speak with a purpose. To hear our words repeated. To find minds filled with the same words. And we are left wanting. There are many noises in the echo of the universe. Dreams and ideas are repeated. This is just one. If you find your soul in these sounds, perhaps it's your echo coming back... To you.
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(Wanderlust.) (Wanderlust.) (Wanderlust.) (Wanderlust.) Wanderlust, in blasphemy I know. Broken sanctuary, lost amidst the snow. Watch for me, in the places that I roam... Wanderlust, in blasphemy I know. Broken sanctuary, lost amidst the snow. Watch for me, in the places that I roam. But always remember: One day I won't be coming home. One day I won't be coming home. One day I won't be coming home. One day I won't be coming home. Wanderlust. -lust. Wanderlust. Wanderlust. Wanderlust. ... Wanderlust. Under the moon, to dance in stormy weather. One day soon, we can be together, Up until the day I die, we can be together, We can be together, up until the day I die We can be together, up until the day I die Up until the day I die we can be together. We can be together, up until the day I die Frozen winds won't hold forever, wanderlust won't treat me better. Wanderlust. Wanderlust. ... Wanderlust. We can be together, up until the day I die Frozen winds won't hold forever, wanderlust won't treat me better. Wanderlust. Wanderlust.
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Last Spires 02:04
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Koran 02:21
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I do my best, but everything seems ominous Not feeling blessed, quite the opposite This shouldn't feel so monotonous It never rains, but it pours Should I just pull the pin? Should I just pull the pin? Should I just pull the pin? Should I just pull the pin? I dug my heels, I thought that I could stop the rot Fucked it again, that was all I've got It never rains, but it pours... We're just a bunch of fucking animals But we're afraid of the outcome (the outcome) Don't cry to me because the fiction that we're living in Says I should pull the pin Should I just pull the pin? Should I just pull the pin? Should I just pull the pin? Should I just pull the pin? We're just a bunch of fucking animals But we're afraid of the outcome (the outcome) Don't cry to me because the fiction that we're living in Says I should pull the pin
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Back on track, watch your eyes roll back, stare into your skull to find a crack. It's the burn inside, gonna take you for a ride, these xenon lights are like dynamite. We're all gonna die, so what you gonna do? Paint the town red when you're painted like a freak, crack the mirror when my right eye blinks, time to go, you think you know, another performer at the freak show. Another performer, another performer, another performer at the freak show. Another performer, another performer, another performer, here we go. Never been as pretty as the lies that I can tell, but I'll tell you again and again. I gave it all up, got my mind unstuck, and I'm quitting again and again. We're all gonna die, lemme tell you what to do, hit it even harder, I'll go harder than you. I'm the motormouth with a drink in my hand, I lean to the bar, don't think I can stand. But I'll still throw a punch, bet your money that I'll miss, I may be tough but no one's tougher than this. Take 12 steps back, if you don't know jack, make out with a bottle with an ethanol kiss. And I'm so twisted, I'm the freak, crack the mirror when my right eye blinks, but you're the pusher, looking for prey, don't tell me that I'm fine, I've been drunk all day.
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Closer Time 04:33
This pretty, pretty, pretty pain machine now, I'm a slave I'm a slave to this. Bite me, scratch me, kiss me deeper. Wanna play, wanna play, devilish. Gimme that hard body shock, power line right down my spine, make me a martyr, make me harder. Make my heart beat double-time. Wanna play, wanna play, devilish. Wanna play, wanna play, devilish. Make my heart beat double-time. Make my heart beat double-time. I'm not fragile, I'm not glass, grab my hips and ride my- I'm not precious, I'm out of control, pin me down, and fill my-
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Interlude 01:31
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Breathe, the black smoke. Breathe, the black, smoke. Breathe... Breathe, the empty universe Mourn, verses never learnt Mourn, the emp-ty-uni-verse It was sung, so many days before, when we weaved dreams, amongst the stars. From the days to never return, verses you'll never learn, do you mourn, do you mourn, The emp-ty-uni-verse? Breathe, the black smoke. Breathe, the black smoke. Breathe, the black SMOKE.
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A Dark Place 02:59
(Ahh...) (Ahh...) Two days have passed, I can't get them back, the earth around, was so green and beautiful. Now charred black, no one to see, no one around, but a dragonfly. Don't forget me, my dragonfly, don't forget me, my dragonfly, don't forget me, my dragonfly, don't forget me, my dragonfly. I turn to face, Mother Nature, beg forgiveness, for all the pain we've given her. That dragonfly, watches my final day, and I pray, he'll tell you of the way I went. My dragonfly, the last to see me before I die. (Fly.) Two days have passed, I can't get them back, (My dragonfly, don't forget me, my dragonfly) the earth around, was so green and beautiful. (Don't forget me, my dragonfly, please, my dragonfly) Now charred black, no one to see, (Don't forget me, don't forget me, please, my dragonfly) no one around, but a dragonfly. (don't forget me, my dragonfly, don't forget me, my dragonfly.) My dragonfly, the last to see me before I die. (don't forget me, my dragonfly, don't forget me, my dragonfly.)
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As black as the night can get Everything is safer now There's always a way to forget Once you learn to find a way how In the blur of serenity Where did everything get lost? The flowers of naivete Buried in a layer of frost The smell of sunshine I remember sometimes Thought he had it all before they called his bluff Found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough Wanted to go back to how it was before Thought he lost everything, then he lost a whole lot more The fool's devotion Swallowed up in empty space The tears of regret Spilling out of the side of his face The smell of sunshine I remember sometimes (I remember-!) (I remember-!) (I remember-!) (I remember-!) I've done all I can do Could I please come with you? Sweet smell of sunshine I remember sometimes
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(Hey, broken transistor) (Hey, you're my superstar)
14.
Repent 01:22
(Praise Jesus... Blind.) Today I found faith. And I cried a thousand tears. I’ve been so evil, I repent What I’ve done over the years Does God contempt me? In my heart alone? Create me different, and let Jesus’s love grow Let it grow, no need to run or hide Let it grow, 'cause Jesus said it’d be fine Let it grow, and- [be so evil] Let it grow...
15.
Amalgamous 03:23
“Palas aron ozinomas Geheamel cla orlay Baske bano tudan donas Berec he pantaras tay.” Asmodeus The demon of lust Born to an angel of prostitution no wrong or right, no black or white. More lust for war give me more I proclaim vengeance upon the fallen for the last crusade.
16.
Ratified 04:51
It's still getting worse after everything I've tried What if I found a way to wash it all aside? What if she touches with those fingertips As the words spill out like fire from her lips? If she says, "Come inside," I'll come inside for her If she says, "Give it all," I'll give everything to her I am just-if-ied I am pur-if-ied I am sanc-tif-ied Inside you (Ah...) (Ah...) (Ah...) Heaven's just a rumor she'll dispel As she walks me through the nicest parts of hell (bitch) I still dream of lips I never should have kissed Well, she knows exactly what I can't resist And if she says, "Come inside," I'll come inside for her And if she says, "Give it all," I'll give everything to her I am just-if-ied I am pur-if-ied I am sanc-tif-ied Inside you [Breathing] I'm just caught up in another of her spells While she's turning me into someone else Everyday I hope and pray that this will end But when I can, I'd do it all again And if she says, "Come inside," I'll come inside for her And if she says, "Give it all," I'll give everything to her I am justified I am purified I am sanctified Inside you I am justified I am purified I am sanctified Inside you
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On a cobweb afternoon, in a room full of emptiness By a freeway, I confess I was lost in the pages Of a book full of death, reading I will die alone And if we're good, we're laid to rest anywhere we wanna go In your house I long to be Room by room, patiently I'll wait for you there, like a stone I'll wait for you there alone And on my deathbed, I will pray to the gods and the angels Like a pagan to anyone who will take me to Heaven To a place I recall, I was there so long ago The sky was bruised, the wine was bled And there, you, led, me, on In your house I long to be Room by room, patiently I'll wait for you there, like a stone I'll wait for you there alone Alone And on I read, until the day was gone And I sat in regret of all the things I've done For all that I've blessed, and all that I've wronged In dreams, until my death I will wander on In your house I long to be Room by room, patiently I'll wait for you there, like a stone I'll wait for you there alone Alone
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I was born to be the enemy of war To my core, starting days, then I hit the floor Why would I ever think I'd be more? Just then, it hit me Something I had never even heard before What's that you say? "We do it anyways" What's that you say? "They never could escape" No I never thought that in the end we'd do the same thing I always figured us to be the perfect people and We never built the bad, we always try to make it break I I could never even picture us in dark light I never thought that we would be the one to start a fight You told us everything we did was gonna be alright Don't Don't you tell me after everything you said I'm wrong I put my trust in you and you were lying all along You made me start from scratch and bury everything I got Everything I got Everything I got Let's lay your figure out Let's see what you were wrong about You had us on your strings and Everything seemed to be in place But it just takes one One little crack in the road And your world as you remember it yesterday Everything, slips away, nothing but a memory. Why do you love to lie? Why do you love to lie straight to my face? How did I not see this coming? I should've known, there would come the day Everybody now! Oh, did we ruin your plans? Everything you have? Watch it spin right down the drain As your life will slip away One bit at a time Everyday You made it hard to breathe Crawling on our hands and knees But now we're shutting you down There's no way you're getting out We're running the show now
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I had a good home but I left I had a good home but I left, right, left That big fucking bomb made me deaf, deaf A Humvee mechanic put his Kevlar on wrong I guarantee you'll meet up with a suicide bomb Hell broke luce Hell broke luce Big fucking ditches in the middle of the road You pay a hundred dollars just for fillin' in the hole Listen to the general every goddamn word How many ways can you polish up a turd? And left, right Left, left, right Left, right Hell broke luce Hell broke luce Hell broke luce How is it that the only ones responsible for making this mess Got their sorry asses stapled to a goddamn desk And Hell broke luce Hell broke luce Left, right, left What did you do before the war? I was a chef, I was a chef What was your name? It was Geoff, Geoff I lost my buddy and I wept, wept I come down from the meth So I slept, slept I had a good home but I left, left Pantsed at the wind for a joke I pranced right in with the dope Glanced at her shin she said, ["Nope."] Left, right, left Nimrod Bodfish have you any wool Get me another body bag the body bag's full My, my face was scorched, scorched I miss my home I miss my porch, porch Left, right, left Can I go home in March? March My stance was a chin full of soap That rancid dinner with the Pope And left, right, left Kelly Presutto got his thumbs blown off Sergio's developing a real bad cough Sergio's developing a real bad cough And Hell broke luce Hell broke luce Hell broke luce Boom went his head away And boom went Valerie What the hell was it that the President said? Give him a beautiful parade instead And left, right, left When I was over here I never got to vote I left my arm in my coat My mom she died and never wrote We sat by the fire and ate a goat Just before he died he had a toke Now I'm home and I'm blind And I'm broke What is next?...
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There is a game I play Try to make myself okay Try to get back to where I'm from The closer I get the worse it becomes The closer I get the worse it becomes There is no place I can go, there is no place I can hide (Gotta get back to the bottom) It feels like it keeps coming from the inside (The big come down isn't that what you wanted?) There is a game I play (Bye, bye, ooh) Try to make myself okay (Bye, bye, ooh) Try to get back to where I'm from (Bye, bye, ooh) The closer I get the worse it becomes (Bye, bye, ooh) The closer I get the worse it becomes (It feels like it keeps coming from the inside) There is no place I can go, there is no place I can hide.
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I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn) I never was a part of you (Burn!) I am your savior / I am your savior (Burn!) I am corruption / I am corruption (Burn!) I am the angel / I am the angel (Burn!) Of your destruction / I am destruction (Burn!) I am perversion / I am perversion (Burn!) Secret desire / I am desire (Burn!) I AM YOUR FUTURE / I AM YOUR FUTURE (Burn!) SWALLOWED UP IN FIRE [Stuttered scream] Burn. Burn. Burn. Burn. Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn!
23.
Unstapled 02:38
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... 02:09
(When the realization of everything you've done breaks you in half.)
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She cuts herself wide open to let the insects in She leaves a trail of what I need to show me where she's been She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin Seeds from a thousand others drip down from within... Oh, my beautiful liar Oh, my precious whore My disease, my infection I am so impure. (Oh...) Devils speak of the way in which she'll manifest Angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress Need to contaminate, to alleviate, this loneliness... I now know the depths I reach are LIMITLESS. Oh my beautiful liar Oh my precious whore My disease, my infection I am so impure. (Oh...)
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Hey, pig Yeah, you Hey, pig, piggy, pig, pig, pig All of my fears came true Black and blue and broken bones You left me here, I'm all alone My little piggy needed something new Nothing can stop me now 'cause I don't care anymore Nothing can stop me now 'cause I don't care Nothing can stop me now 'cause I don't care anymore Nothing can stop me now 'cause I just don't care Hey, pig (piggy, pig, pig, pig) Nothing's turning out the way I planned Hey pig, there's a lot of things I hoped you could help me understand What am I supposed to do? I'm left with shit because of you Nothing can stop me now 'cause I don't care anymore Nothing can stop me now 'cause I don't care Nothing can stop me now 'cause I don't care (anymore) Nothing can stop me now 'cause I just don't care Nothing can stop me now Nothing can stop me now Nothing can stop me now Nothing can stop me Nothing can stop me now Nothing can stop me now Nothing can stop me now Nothing can stop me NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING, CAN STOP, ME. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING, CAN STOP, ME. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING, CAN STOP, ME. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING, CAN STOP, ME. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW. NOTHING, CAN STOP, ME, NOW!
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-closer... I'm getting closer... I'm getting closer... I'm getting closer... I'm getting closer... All the time. I'm closer... I'm getting closer... I'm getting closer... All the time... I'm closer... I'm getting closer... I'm getting closer I'm getting closer I'm getting closer All the time, I get closer I get closer I get closer All the time, I'm closer all the time All the time
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She locked her brain inside her world. Looking for answers still unheard. And as her madness came undone. She found her glory in the gun.
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ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ ɪɴ ɪᴛᴤ ɪᴍᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ.

I present to you: AMALGAMATION. An intentionally eclectic collection of music edits/mixes, made with the help of services and software such as Moises.ai, RAVE.DJ, and my boy Audacity. The mixes come from a range of genres and artists - Mostly electronic / industrial and grungy rock, but an underlying experimental persona and a generally intense nature amalgamates them all together.

Unlike my previous work, AMALGAMATION. actually has a theme it's based around: The music itself slowly deteriorating and becoming harder and harder to listen to as the album progresses, thanks to its extremely intense filtering and tone-deaf nature towards both the audience and musical standards. A word to the wise: Steadily lower the volume to roughly 80%.

Though simple in premise: This album is meant to be an improved successor to DE.viation in every way imaginable, including in scope, length, and especially quality. And is planned to be the final mix collection I ever release, due to mixes - although being fun - detracting too significantly from my other hobbies and projects. And as always: I'd like you to keep in mind that this album was made for *fun*!


[Throatless Edition]: crigence.bandcamp.com/album/amalgamation-throatless-edition
YouTube playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-ll6uddOsNv2Z2U9A8EbKHEv2E_x41mg
Archive.org: "archive.org/details/AMALGAMATION."
Official trailer: youtu.be/E35G4wmkOHs

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released June 28, 2023

The Blender: Crigence.
Co-blender: Drunk Headcrab.
Complete list of sources: Patient Zero, Nine Inch Nails, Groundbreaking, Tom Waits, Jordan Hemenway, Valve Studios, Vandoorea, Max Rena, Alex Yarmak, Mr.Kitty, the Architects, Demon Hunter, Breaking Bad OST

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